gearing up for weekend 4
today was a work-from-home day thankfully. i started purging things out of current apt. i have a lot of junk to get rid of - hopefully this makes packing easier. i'm dreading packing. i just wish i could *snap* my fingers and poof the move, packing and unpacking were all done. can't believe this is weekend 4. lately i've been obsessed w/ break up stories -- other peoples. somehow it makes me feel better to hear them...esp ones where the couple had been together for 5,6 even 10 years in some cases! i see now that it just shouldn't have to take that long to make it work. everyone has issues myself included. it's when the issues are larger than life, and you can't put the other person or thing (relationship in this case) first at times -- that's when it's time to jump ship.tonight there is some low key dinner/drink action going on in uptown w/ folks from class, plan on going there for a bit. an eclectic bunch we are -- ages ranging from 22 to 60! then may hit a latin lounge in the city. i'm not that excited, eeeh okay i'm actually definitely bummed out. there i said it, it's out there. not sure what will be the best way to work through it. yesterday i took a double class, level 2 then level 3 and still felt a bit heavy. another way to look at that is that i did feel a bit lighter. i should be excited too - finally got offered my own class slot, so that starts in september -- though it's on sundays, it's a good thing. sundays were my "ME" days, where i don't make plans, and only do what i what to do, when i want to do it, as it comes to me in my mind. hands down my fave day of the week. it still will be as the 1.5 hours is something that i do want to do.
saturday will be more of the packing, maybe some sun/swim then out for a bday party. i would normally be pumped about this but again, feeling blah. hope i can work through this sooner rather than later. sigh.
i know that this whole process just can't be rushed though.
it is what it is.
posted by Dancing Diva @ 3:40 PM
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